A Ticket to Realize a Dream

Well, let's just say I'm in the process of accomplishing a project these days and that project happens to be my blog book “Mysterious Girl” by Adeline Chrystyn. Hmm, the requirement is to write 97,500 words of nonsense and the deadline will be this coming December 15, 2013. Damn, that's a lot of pressure. LOL. Hmm, and then I will submit my project or my work of art or my blog book or whatever you call it to literary agents. Well, when I told a high school friend of mine that I want to be a writer someday she told me not to dive head first and test the waters for the mean time. Hmm, if my memory serves me right she told me that I have to start somewhere and she suggested that I write poems, short stories, essays, or whatever then send it to newspapers or something. Well, I don't know if I'm diving head first these days or what. I mean, all I know is I'm simply trying to reach for my dreams the way I know how without knowing where it will go.

Damn, am I such a terrible writer? Well, I don't really know. I mean, no one was really able to critique my writing style or something not to mention that it's most likely that no one out there ever bothered to read any of my blog posts attentively. You know what? Being an amateur writer isn't really as easy as one-two-three. Oh, not to mention keeping one's blog interesting or something. Damn, I feel like my blog is getting more and more boring by the minute. One day I'm gonna start earning my own dough by writing. I'm gonna write a book and it's gonna be the next bestseller not to mention myself as the next bestselling author. Yeah, right. It's like in my wildest dreams. Well, as I've said I want to write a book for light reading and not a book with a heavy atmosphere. I mean, if you can catch my drift. Damn, I'm running out of nonsense to blab about.

You know what? I'm thinking it will be such a miracle if I ever end up writing a blog post that makes a lot of sense or something. LOL. Damn, if I ever self-publish my blog book without spending a single centavo and then selling my e-book online on e-bookstores I wonder if someone out there will ever dare to spare some of one's hard earned dough just to read about my thoughts and my feelings and anything nonsense in between not to mention me babbling about my dreams or shall I say frustrations and how I'm living those even just inside the four walls of my room. Well, if you or you know someone who feels so miserable then it much better for that miserable person to read my blog book to feel better about one's self 'coz someone else out there is more miserable and that more miserable person happens to be me. Oh, and that's another marketing strategy. LOL. Hmm, I guess better count one's blessings and not ones' troubles. LOL. I mean, don't you think it's miserable enough to be a boring person living such a super boring life? Damn, where is this blog draft going? Well, I don't really know. Damn it. Hmm, whatever.

By the way, there are typographic errors in my previous posts. I mean, in my blog post “So Close to the Dream Yet So Far” I wrote “my psychotic dropped by and spoiled everything” when it's supposed to be “my psychotic mind dropped by and spoiled everything”. Well, I forgot to write the word “mind” or something. Hmm, another option to correct that error is to say “my psychosis” instead of “my psychotic” but what I really meant to write is “psychotic mind”. LOL. Well, in my blog post “Not Much is Interesting Enough” I wrote “On second thoughts” instead of “On second thought”. I mean, I just by mistake added the letter “s” in the word “thought”. Hmm, I don't know if I'll go and correct these typographic errors the next time I drop by online. Well, maybe I will or maybe I won't. Hmm, those are not the only mistakes I made in this blog anyway so no worries. LOL. I mean, maybe my readers if I ever do have some are immune to it by now. LOL. On second thought some people say that the more imperfect an artwork is the more beautiful it becomes. Hmm, I just don't know if it also applies to my literary masterpieces. LOL.