You know what? I'm
really trying to figure out a way to start earning while blogging. Well, it's
just that I'm not really that good when it comes to researching on search
engines or something. I mean, it really sucks to be unemployed not to mention
trying to deal with this funny feeling that I'm unemployable. Hmm, I dropped by
online a while ago to make some corrections on my latest batch of blog posts
and then I went researching on how to make a living out of writing. Well, I was
thinking of having a little play online it's just that I decided why won't I do
something worthwhile instead and try to figure out a way to start making a
living out of writing 'coz it seems like I was only able to somehow polish my
reading and writing skills but my listening and speaking skills were left
behind. You know what? I have a funny feeling that there are times when I
subconsciously turn into a workaholic. Well, I don't know with me. Damn it.
Whatever.
Well, I'm thinking
I don't really have the qualifications of being a freelance writer online or
something. I mean, not to mention that I'm not really that good when it comes
to researching on search engines for a certain topic and come up with an
interesting to read article about the said topic. You know what? I just want to
keep on updating my blog from time to time and then turn my blog into a blog
book and then send my work of art to literary agents and then pray for a
miracle to happen for a publishing company to publish my book someday. You know
what? If I think it over I don't really get that much moral support while I'm
in the process of writing my blog book aside from the internet load or
something. Well, I even have a funny feeling that a bunch of creatures out
there are against this dream of mine for some reason or something. Hmm, I don't
really know. Oh, I'm thinking it's my thought patterns all over again or what.
Well, no matter I'm gonna keep on writing. I mean, I always wanted to be a
writer since I was eight years old and I am thankful enough to be given the
chance these days to make that dream come true.
You know what? If
I can only start earning my own dough by blogging. Hmm, it's just that it seems
impossible these days so I guess the best thing for me to do is to keep on
make-believing that I'm working as an amateur writer online. You know what? I
don't really know if somebody out there gave some of one's precious time in
reading my blog posts and if ever somebody spared some of one's precious time
in reading my blog posts then I don't know what was that person's reaction or
something. Well, I guess it's much better for me to ready myself for
not-so-constructive criticisms or something. I mean, being criticized is part
of my dream of being a writer someday and I guess it's much better for me to
learn how to live with it. Damn, I'm wondering if readers out there will bother
to read a blog book that they cannot relate to. Hmm, on second thought if those
readers who can't relate to my blog book read my work of art at least it will
broaden their minds and they will somehow be transported into a whole new world
while reading my blog book or something. Damn, I guess that's another marketing
strategy. LOL.
Hmm, so what else am I gonna talk about? Well, I
don't really know. I mean, I don't really have that much in mind right now.
Hmm, it's just that I need to write a few more lines to conform to the standard
requirement of writing a page of nonsense per blog draft. You know what? I
guess all I can do for now is to keep on make-believing that I'm working as an
amateur writer online. I mean, it's much better for me to think that everything
will simply fall into place according to God's plan. You know what? If I'm
really meant to be a writer in the real world everybody knows then maybe God is
working on it to make that dream of mine come true someday. You know what? I
have a funny feeling that a bunch of creatures out there just don't understand
that I always wanted to be a writer since I was eight years old and here I am
make-believing that I'm working as an amateur writer online as a stepping stone
towards my dream of becoming a writer someday.
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