Wondering What to Write Next

Damn, I'm really running out of nonsense out here. Hmm, there's really nothing much to talk about. I mean, I just feel like writing so here I am coming up with another blog draft. Damn, I wonder when will I ever get the chance to travel all around the world or something. LOL. Hmm, on second thought traveling all around the world is just a want and it's not really a need so might as well just forget about that want for now. You know what? I guess it's much better for me to stay stuck inside my cave where I peacefully belong. LOL. Oh, not to mention that I think it will be interesting to be a backpacker. Hmm, it's just that for one's safety I don't think it's advisable to travel around as a backpacker all alone. I mean, if you can catch my drift. Hmm, so what else am I gonna talk about aside from my thoughts and my feelings and anything nonsense in between? Well, I don't really know. LOL. Damn, it's not that easy make-believing that I'm working as an amateur writer online, mind you. I mean, I'm really running out of nonsense out here. Damn it.

Oh, not to mention that there's really nothing much going on in my damn life these days. You know what? I'm thinking of getting into business. Hmm, it's just that I don't know what kind of business am I gonna get myself into. Well, on second thought I have not saved that much in my coin bank for me to start off a business or something. I mean, I really have a funny feeling that I'm unemployable. Oh, not to mention that I wanna be my own boss. Damn, how many times do I have to keep on saying the same damn things over and over again? Hmm, I don't know with me. Damn it. LOL. By the way, my blog book nearly has 97,500 words of nonsense. I mean, if my Math serves me right a few more blog drafts to go and my blog book will finally reach the quota. You know what? I'm thinking not to wait until the mid of December in sending a query to literary agents. I mean, I'm thinking of sending a query to literary agents by the time my blog book reaches the quota of having 97,500 words of nonsense. Well, I don't really know. Damn it. LOL.

Hmm, I have another option in mind. I mean, I'm thinking of sending some of my poems to a local newspaper or something. Well, I don't really know. Damn, why am I so undecided? Well, I don't know with me. You know what? I'm thinking this isn't the right time for me to send a query to literary agents or to send some of my poems to a local newspaper. Oh, not to mention that I don't even know if there's a right time at all. You know what? I'm thinking maybe what God can only give me is the chance to make-believe that I'm working as an amateur writer online. Well, it's not because God doesn't have what it takes to make me the next bestselling author who wrote the next bestselling book. I mean, I'm thinking it's because God can see the future that's why there are prayers left unanswered. Hmm, maybe God thinks I'm not ready for whatever that is that comes along with being a bestselling author in the real world everybody knows. You know what? I'm thinking why am I always saying “I am make-believing that I'm working as an amateur writer online.” when I can simply say that “I'm a blogger.”. Well, I don't know with me. Damn it. LOL.

Damn, I'm just trying to live my life to the fullest here the way I know how. Hmm, so what else am I gonna talk about? Well, I don't really know. Damn it. LOL. Oh, since I deactivated my social networking account in which I kept on promoting my lyric video of my song “A Broken Record” then it seems like it will take ages for my lyric video to achieve another milestone on the video sharing website where I uploaded it. Hmm, so what else am I gonna talk about? Well, I don't really know. LOL. Damn, I'm really running out of nonsense out here. Hmm, so I guess the best thing for me to do now is to keep on updating my blog as I am make-believing that I'm working as an amateur writer online. I mean, I guess it's my own way of living my life to the fullest or something. Hmm, so what else am I gonna talk about? Well, I don't really know. LOL.