I
went surfing online a while ago and I ended up bumping into a list of
instructions on how to send a book proposal to a publishing company
that is based in this country where I live in. Hmm, so I came up with
a book proposal and I'm thinking of sending it by the time I have
written 97,500 words of nonsense. I mean, I guess it's time for me to
overcome my fear of failure or something. Hmm, so what else am I
gonna talk about? Well, I don't really know. You know what? I'm
thinking I better wait until next year or something. I mean, what if
the publishing company will just throw my work of art in the trash or
something. Damn, won't that be so heartbreaking? Hmm, so what else am
I gonna talk about? Well, I don't really know. Oh, why won't I ask
for a sign? I mean, I'm thinking I'll only send a book proposal to
this said publishing company by the time my blog book miraculously
survives a year. Well, I don't really know. LOL.
Hmm,
so what else am I gonna talk about aside from my thoughts and my
feelings and anything nonsense in between? Well, I don't really know.
By the way, I also went job hunting online a while ago and researched
on how to start a business or something. Oh, not to mention that I
also checked out my news feed on a social networking site and stalked
my favorite celebrities on a micro-blogging website. You know what? I
guess the best thing for me to do for now is to keep on documenting
my thoughts and my feelings and anything nonsense in between and not
think too much about literary agents, publishing companies, and not
to mention being the next bestselling author who wrote the next
bestselling book. Damn, I'm sounding like a broken record all over
again. LOL. Hmm, so what else am I gonna talk about? Well, I don't
really know. LOL.
You
know what? I'm thinking I'm just pressured to start earning my own
dough at this point in my life. Hmm, it's just that it's nothing new
that I'm unemployable not to mention that I want to be my own boss.
Oh, to add to that it seems like I wasn't really able to develop some
interpersonal skills considering that I'm such a loner since time in
memorial which means I find it hard to be with people and to adjust
to people. I mean, if you can catch my drift. By the way, the Punk
Princess' self-titled fifth studio record album is out now if I'm not
mistaken. Hmm, it's just that I don't have a single penny in my
pocket to grab a copy and that comes with a sad face. LOL. Damn, so
what else am I gonna talk about? Well, I don't really know. LOL. You
know what? I think I'm not meant to be an employee in a company. I'm
thinking I'm meant to be a businesswoman. Damn, did I say
“businesswoman”? I mean, that sounds like a tough one, huh? LOL.
Hmm, problem is I'm not really a business-minded kind of person not
to mention that I don't have a single penny in my pocket pocket to
start off a business or something. Damn it. LOL.
You
know what? I'm thinking of keeping on saving in my coin bank in ten
pesos coin denomination for the sake of having a capital to start off
a business someday. Hmm, so for the mean time I'm gonna try and
figure out a business with a lot of potential that I'm gonna get
myself into. You know what? I'm thinking of the basic needs of an
individual aside from money 'coz let's face it that each one of us
won't be able to have any of our basic needs if our pockets are
empty. Damn it. Well, so it's gonna be food, clothing, shelter, and
if one is sick then medicines. Oh, not to mention water and
electricity. Hmm, I'm thinking appliances, gadgets, cellphone load or
internet load and so on and so forth are just secondary needs or
something. Well, I don't really feel like getting into food business
though it seems like it's the most intelligent choice since people
eat everyday 'coz the pessimist in me is telling me that I don't
wanna have anything to do with food poisoning. Damn it. Oh, when it
comes to shelter I don't have a single penny in my pocket to venture
into an apartment business. Hmm, so I'm thinking of getting into a
clothing retail store business instead. Well, it's just that people
don't buy clothes everyday or something. You know what? I'm really
thinking of putting up a secondhand bookshop someday. Damn it.
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